(Sounds kinda self-absorbed doesn't?But not to worry I won't make you guys puke in disgust or anything cos I won't ok?)

Part 1

Firstly,for your info I'm kinda done with school already EXCEPT that I've yet to hand in my final graduation project then,woohoo!I'm done!Hah! So now I'm just gonna find a job or something to occupy my time till next year which by then I'm planning to get my advance diploma(insyaallah...) Oh ya and to Putri, it'll be cool if I see you in school next year!kn kn?Hahas..

Part 2

Speaking of Putri,I just talked to her on the phone like a week ago?In which I told her of some of my deepest....darkest...secrets...

(imagine me saying this with a torchlight lighting up only my face in the dark..ooOOOOooo)

Hahahs actually it's nothing big.It is just about me getting hopelessly in love with this one guy..

(Which by the way all of you should have known if not I'll personally butt kick you or if not take my mum's kuali and knock your head.HARD.)

So yea..I'm just writing this down here cos I just feel like it. I'm so glad that I found him cos he can handle my stubborness and my sarcasm no matter how hard I can be on him. Just so you know, ever since my JAE application early this year got rejected,he's been the one who was there for me. You guys have no idea how broken and how miserable I felt,being left behind while you guys were off to your respective polys.

(I think Zira gets the idea of the feeling.Right Zira?)

You know,the feeling of not being excepted anywhere just makes you feel like the whole world is against you.Closing its doors right in your face...But then just when all hopes seems lost,this guy came around and gave me the support that I need apart from my family.He can just somehow gets you talking and makes all those weird, negative feelings fade away. But trust me,it was kinda hard when I first got to know him.

(Putri knows about it.Right Putri?)

Well life ain't always perfect ya know...

Ya but through this months of knowing him and going through the hardest hurdle so far in my life,I learned how to open up,be confident,independent and learn how not to rely too much on others when at the end of the day it all depends on you.

So the whole point is that,you just have to appreciate what you have now and get the best possible outcomes out of it.Cos you'll never know when something might just fail and backfires on you..

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